Bipolar Survivor

tootsieharveystories By tootsieharveystories, 23rd Jul 2017 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3hijqg3e/
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My journey being the spouse of one who suffered with bipolar disorder mental illness.

Spouse of Bipolar Disorder Sufferer

I know I don’t have bipolar disorder
Just once the wife of one who suffered
With the mental illness
The racing thoughts
I knew he had
The spending sprees he went on
Left his family severely in debt
Had to beg anyone from friends and family
To the church to help with rent
So we weren’t left destitute and homeless
The many moves he felt he had to do
So many places he thought were paradise
But it only lasted a few months
And he was ready to move again
Romance was naught
As he looked elsewhere
For companionship
As well as lovers
Felt I was not worth his time
For romantic interludes in bed
I longed for the love I thought he’d give
But it was all a fantasy
He never wished to fulfill
So romance was put on the shelf
While he claimed to want to find himself
He played with his women til he was finished with them
Then came back to me, the dutiful wife
As I soon grew tired of his straying
I knew he wasn’t going to change
So dissolution of marriage,
Much like the dissolution of our love,
We ended the marriage
He will always be in my heart
Even just a wee bit
That’s just the way things go
When a child is brought into the fix
Now I live my life alone
But I’d rather be alone
Than to live that way again
The pain of wanting his touch
Yet, never receiving any
Is something I’ve be happy to live without
I’ll be an independent person
Live my life on my own terms

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author avatar Lady Aiyanna
26th Jul 2017 (#)

Cool. You had a whore wife. I had a husband of similar who ran with the Aussie French Pornstar and yep, he was put into a mental home in 2012 by one of his prostitutes he was sleeping with and I got blamed.
Family came and spoke it and I told them all thank you very much now leave and don't come back and filed for child support.
Yea well, too bad. You are male, you have the licence to cheat now. Get AIDS and die is what I tell the men as I learnt none are faithful all like a swinehead by their side who would be paid for their services rather than a wife who is a faithful steady. Enjoy them while they last, men too have their use by date in feminine adage, no one wants a lazy lout good for nothing who farts around and just likes whores who spread legs for their money.
You did too and you confession is public.
Thank you for your reality explains why you are not a friend of mine. No one is on wikinut as they call me the exiled one here after SINwriter came in.
Wait a minute, she will be an ideal spouse to you, widow, killed that bastard with a heart attack, visits hotels freely for fucking around, her confession is public too BTW and she hate Michael Jackson and calls him Satan. Put his picture up too as such.

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author avatar Lady Aiyanna
26th Jul 2017 (#)

Even if you beg and plead asking me a zillion times, my answer will still be no.
I know who you are and where you got the information from. You freaking fucking hacker of my gmail.

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author avatar Lady Aiyanna
26th Jul 2017 (#)

Yea well, mine, I tossed him back to his mother for caretaking as she taught him the nonsense he did and made him the mental wreck.
Now leave me in peace, you know your name, get out off my profile. I don't like nosey parkers with a vindictive screwing vendetta being called a friend.

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