Close to the edge

carly135 By carly135, 25th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/3zibk_jy/
Posted in Wikinut>Health>Recovery & Coping

feeling trapped, so much shit going on, overwhelms me day in and day out

Close to the edge

I feel trapped, Its like a puzzle too big to comprehend
Too lost in a world full of perfection
Life is meaningless and that's just the start
My heart so sore, for the insomnia is coming back again
back to days with no sleep no matter how hard I try
Just got too much shit on my mind
I feel like I cant go on, everything is starting to give me a fright
the pain and sadness takes control
Just one tear shows a million emotions, its all mixed with terror and devotion
I devote myself to acting happy when around others
but at night when im alone, somehow it all spills out
When no one can see and no one can hear
all of the pain and fear
my soul is dying, why do I keep trying?
Nothing seems worth it anymore, I just wanna be alone
I live the days as if in a mask hiding my emotions as much as I can
Its so tiring from day to day
like shit!
On the inside im far from being okay
hurting, grieving, depressed, and all the aches and pains that comes with it
I will find a way to change into a better person and fix who I am
It'll happen someday I'll be a happy person enjoying life again
that's my goal I hope to achieve in my lifetime

Tags

Sadness, Too Much Shit, Trapped

Meet the author

author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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