Closing The Gap To Conscious Awareness

Tony Mendoza Jr. By Tony Mendoza Jr., 18th Jan 2011 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL
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This article was written to explore the self improvement tools available to you in your search for spiritual expansion and explains my viewpoint of the use of tools in general.

Reality And Spiritual Awareness

Today I would like to write about what I have learned through out the years in regards to all the self improvement tools I have used to close the gab between my desires and where I am right now in my evolution.

I have tried many tools and the results have ranged from “awesome experience” to “didn’t work” for me.

Of course, reading materials from other people all over the world that are now moving along the same path and integrating their knowledge in my reality I have come to the conclusion that it was is my resistance to the methods that created the results or reality around it and not the actual tool itself.

Every tool that has ever been created has worked for someone, or else it wouldn’t have been represented that way to begin with. In other words, it is not our method to the madness we seek, it is union with the madness itself and the method is not important unless it creates the union.

When I looked even closer at this puzzle from the intellectual level, at some point I slip past the illusion that I actually need a tool to become one with what I seek. The dilemma here is that if I am on one side of the spectrum and my desires are on the other side I think I need something in between to close the gap and think that these evolutional tools bring us closer to our desires and eventually (in theory) over the hump.

I have found it to be true that the tools that we choose to evolve with can close this gap but I have not found it to be true that a tool will get us over the hump!

What gets us over the hump …… is just getting over the hump!

In other words, it is the moment of the actual change in BELIEF that ends the gap but what is even more enlightening to me is that we had to have created that gap in some way (actually in many ways …. more to come) for it to exist to begin with.

This is where the illusion is occurring in that we are still focused on the separation from what we desire when we are in the act of using the tool to get that desire. We can not ever have our desires if we are focusing on a tool to get that desire because we will always get more of what we are focusing on …. can you see the dilemma with this whole use of the tools to get where we want to go?

So what I am saying here is that we create the gap by believing in the illusion that there is a gap and at this time in our human evolution we have evidence that tells us we are all one on some level and it is at that point in our awareness of that realization that we become our desires and conclude that there never was a gap!

Information that has been collected on quantum theory speculates that at the simplest level we are all the same energy and we are charge-less, mass-less, weight-less and do not lie with the realm of time or space. They call this the photon state, a point of light that exists as nothing and everything simultaneously; or said another way, zero potential and/or infinite potential and in this frame of reference, nothing is quantified!

So what this means is that basically nothing is happening other than existence at the simplest level when in this state. It is also believed, and proven in experiments that for this energy to operate in a world of 3 dimensional time and space as well as a world of polarity it moves to it’s next state of existence and is now governed my the laws of that reality.

In order for this to happen this photon must split into two (three actually but the neutron isn’t polarized) opposing components called a proton and an electron which manifest as positive and negative. This is how things exist and operate in our world and manifest as contrast in the reality we create, and is therefore so ingrained into our being that we forever operate from separateness while we continue to be drawn back towards oneness.

Now back to the tools. Do they help us along in our journey? I believe they do in the simple fact that anything that causes us to focus on improving our understanding of ourselves for a period of time will shift our vibration to be in rapport with our desires but in the end it is the altering of the belief that there is a gap to close to begin with that will move us from seeking (doing) your desires to embodying (being) them.

So, once we are our desires, we just are ….. and that is nothing more than a reference point. For example, the mice that are put in a maze are moving in a perspective to where they are in that maze but if they were the scientists watching them from their point of reference they would immediately know that the maze is an illusion …… and yet the journey continues ……


Conscious Awareness, Consciousness, Law Of Attraction, Positive Beliefs, Quantum Theory, Self Development Tools, Self Help, Self Improvement, Spirituality, Wellness

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author avatar Tony Mendoza Jr.
Fitness Trainer, Martial Artist, Web Designer, Spiritual Seeker. My writings will be related to one of the above!

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author avatar Retired
19th Jan 2011 (#)

Thanks for sharing.

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author avatar Tony Mendoza Jr.
19th Jan 2011 (#)

Thank you Geny!

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author avatar ppruel
19th Jan 2011 (#)

Nice thoughts about the subject. Many thanks. See you around.

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author avatar Tony Mendoza Jr.
19th Jan 2011 (#)

Thank you Paul!

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author avatar Steve Kinsman
10th Mar 2011 (#)

Great article, Tony! Keep 'em coming.

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author avatar Tony Mendoza Jr.
10th Mar 2011 (#)

Steve, thank you for your comment!

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