Dark shadows

carly135 By carly135, 25th Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/30cstn4g/
Posted in Wikinut>Health>Recovery & Coping

unhappy about life, don't know how to fix it, trying to cope, and conceal my pain

Dark shadows

The shadows conceals my pain
The self-determinations drain without light only night
I don't care what I see only what I feel
It came at me with stealth
heart racing, thoughts pacing
darkness takes me and suffocates me
sharp stabbing pains radiate through my body
My sense of equilibrium is caught off guard
and lets me sway uneasily
Fear increasing, everything becoming an unknown offender
Im done letting you control my life
but you did it for so long so now its even hard to see reality and that everybody isn't out to get me
I just cant get that outta my mind
thoughts keep flowing, how much longer will this go on?
this journey seems long and pointless
hate remains impatient, I needa discover
my inner peace
My panic rises, leaving me exhausted and shit
Its getting harder and harder to cope with
I just needa learn a technique that will get my mind of all that shit and actually get me somewhere in this fucked up world
happiness ran from me, it hurt me too many times
I can only hope my depression evades me
And for my fear to get lost at sea
I can only hope for the best and hopefully things will start turning around for the best of me

Tags

Darkness, Depressed, Pain, Unhappy

Meet the author

author avatar carly135
I started writting when i was a kid, im now almost 23.Any advice to be better would be bentifical.

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