psychedelic illusions

By carly135, 23rd Mar 2014 | Follow this author | RSS Feed | Short URL http://nut.bz/1robi7p8/
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drugs are hard to quit once you get addicted, im trying so hard to overcome them and face my life in happiness and without hurtful drugs

psychedelic illusions

"welcome to hell" the sign should of read
reaching your destination all in your head
A life that's wasted, a breath that's gone
A life that's spent being high and escaping reality all the time
been fighting for too long, cant move on
these demons are coming for me
I am not ready, ill have to be strong, be determined and steady
In a battle I know I cant win
when the enemy is myself
my demons of sin, I know ill need help
but who do I turn to?
bound by chains of shame, I have tried everything
I have made my choices, there's no going back
drugs seem like my only escape at this point
I wish I never had a life like this
I just don't no what to do without it, nothing seems to be working
Im trying to find more positive in my life that doesn't consist of as many drugs
I just keep hoping one day it'll turn around and il'll be a completely different person
I never wanted to be a drug addict
illusions on life making life much harder to live
fuck everything, im done letting people change me